Comfortably Run
May 23, 2022 3 CommentsAll photos my own and Medjool’s 22 May 2022 Edward’s 53rd Birthday Comfortably run. No, not a typo. Simply a not particularly brilliant nod to Pink Floyd’s “Comfortably Numb”. I do indeed mean that I am comfortably run. By a 10 km road run. I am more than a little bit pooped. I can’t remember […]
Read MoreI Still Can’t Much Do Groups
May 23, 2022 1 CommentMain image by Duy Pham on Unsplash 15 May 2022 I am coming to the end of a lovely short week’s holiday in Mallorca, taking part in an open water swimming camp, geared around being able to swim 10km in “event” (if not “race”) conditions. All meant to be prep for my “big 13 km […]
Read MoreDeeply, Genuinely Happy
May 23, 2022 No CommentsMain image by Nathan Dumlao on Unsplash 9 May 2022 (and Medjool’s birthday) It’s not the kind of thing that we go around saying, is it? At least not the Brits. At least not most Western Europeans. And at least not on a regular, ongoing basis. Sure – we hear people say it, we might […]
Read MoreHumdrum and Bittersweet
May 23, 2022 4 CommentsMain image by Robin Lyon on Unsplash. Other photos my own. 1 May 2022 (My Granny May’s birthday – 1/5/1909 – Happy birthday Granny) As I reflect on what to write about this weekend – which is what I do when nothing immediately springs out at me – it’s about how used I have become […]
Read MoreBirthdays and Earth Days
May 23, 2022 1 CommentMain image by Casey Horner on Unsplash. Other pictures my own, unless stated 24 April 2022 I don’t know why it is, but I have always felt I have disproportionately more Aries, Taurus and Gemini friends than from other parts of the year. Even if my childhood bestie was none of these. Nor was Mike. […]
Read MoreForever Young
May 23, 2022 No CommentsMain image by Angello Pro on Unsplash 17 April 2021 Today is not only Easter Day. It’s also our lovely Megan’s 21st birthday. Her sixth birthday without her father. Her 16th birthday was just nine days after her dad died. Finding a date for Mike’s funeral in 2017 was so very hard. There is a […]
Read MoreFive Years, Five Minutes, Five Decades
May 23, 2022 1 Comment8th April 2022 My Sweet Mystery (*) Today is five years since you died. In that time, there have been so many difficult, painful, traumatic events. Exacerbating your not-here-ness. The things I would have to catch you up on. Though I presume you know it all anyway, and are shaking your head in disbelief. Wars […]
Read MoreGrief Analysis At The Cinema
May 23, 2022 3 CommentsImage by Kyle Head on Unsplash 3 April 2022 One of the independent cinemas I go to puts on a wonderful range of premieres, at which any combination of the film director, producer, key actors, etc, are present during and afterwards for reflection and discussion. I love it. The two people from the cinema who […]
Read MoreAnd now you are 18
May 23, 2022 No CommentsMain image by Ed Robertson on Unsplash 30th March 2022 Sweet Julia Grace And now you are 18. Even though you are also forever 15. I gave birth to you 18 years ago today, 30th March 2004, at 5 am. This morning I was awake at that time, thinking of you. Always missing you. Still […]
Read MoreHomesickness
May 23, 2022 No CommentsMain image by Ihor Oinua on Unsplash 28th March 2022 In English, when we miss our homeland, we say, “I feel homesick”. In French, when we miss our homeland, we say, “J’ai le mal du pays”. Close enough, but not quite the same. Taken literally, the English version seems just to be about missing one’s […]
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