Grief Analysis At The CinemaBy Emma Pearson
June 6, 2023
Image by Kyle Head on Unsplash
3 April 2022
One of the independent cinemas I go to puts on a wonderful range of premieres, at which any combination of the film director, producer, key actors, etc, are present during and afterwards for reflection and discussion. I love it. The two people from the cinema who manage the process are articulate, witty, compassionate, collaborative and combative (I’d go just to watch the two of them interact! Such great partnership). And the additional insights I glean from hearing the invitees share the inner workings of their minds, or audience members’ reflections on how parts of the film particularly touched them, are rich and often very moving.
Medjool has no fear – at least fear not visible to me, anyway – about asking for the mic, then sharing a question or an insight. He’s done this for two or three films we have seen over the duration of our relationship. What I have noticed is that he picks up on a secondary, or underlying (i.e., not core to the film) line of something inherent in the film, and connects it to something else… which invariably leads to additional input from the film producer or actors present. He has an eye for the less-than-visible.
This week we saw yet another premiere, for “En Corps” (clever play on words), a fictitious story about a classical ballet dancer at the top of her game who has a devastating, career-ending, accident. After some wound-licking and soul-gazing, she turns to modern dance and finds her place in the world again. The film is lovely – not just because of the glorious beauty of the dance scenes and the concomitant music – but also because of its feisty characters, scenes that make you laugh and cry at the same time, and overall “transformative arc” of the storyline. Which, let’s face it, is feel-good-y. Even I feel good after watching someone overcome the odds.
As the film ended, and the credits rolled up, I was crying crying crying. Tears streaming down my face. The closing scene, which I cannot describe without being too spoiler alert-y, resonated closely with aspects of my life, particularly having children on the cusp of adulthood without their other parent there to witness.
It took me a while to formulate my comment, and I bravely took the mic then articulated my feelings. I shared how much a particular scene had touched me, that the lines of loss, I felt, went deeper than one might have thought. I was kindly thanked for my comment, and the mic went elsewhere.
That no-one picked up on the comment didn’t surprise me or bother me. People don’t generally sit around in the swampland of grief and sadness for long, particularly not in a public venue.
Medjool, my sister and I quickly headed off in our separate directions after the film as it was getting late, so we didn’t have much time to share our own thoughts together.
The next day Medjool sent me a lovely voicemail, expressing his irritation, no, his consternation, at the “transformational arc” that is omnipresent in films, adding simply, “some things do not make us stronger”. He added that he was sorry for the silence that ensued following my comment, and that even for him, what I had evoked was clear. He said, “You don’t need to have had great losses to resonate with what you brought forward about grief and loss”.
I was touched. I was touched by his irritation/consternation at the movie industry’s addiction to having a transformative storyline. It’s true. Sometimes life is just shit, and the shit does not make you stronger or better. I have prepared a “mini-TED talk” (haha) about this which I will share sometime.
And I was touched by his reading of the audience’s reactions in the cinema, his exquisite attention now to how people avoid talking about grief or loss. How conversations just “move on swiftly” to another, sunnier topic.
There was another bit in the film that bugged me at the time, that I forgot about during the discussion, and that I will find a way to write to the producer, Cedric Klapisch, about. I like the man, I know he does good work, and I think he can get better at representing grief in the film industry.
Josiane: Tell me about your parents
Elise: My dad is a lawyer
J: And your mother?
E: She’s dead
J: Oh – I am sorry (yes! Good comment!)
E: It’s okay. It was a long time ago (NO!!! Not a good comment! She is your mum. She died. It is NOT OKAY! Not then. Not now. Not ever!)
J: Do you see your dad? (NOOOOOO!!!!! Go back to the mum! Stay with the mum! Ask about the mum!!! Ask how the mum’s loss is with her now. Ask how the mum lives on in her now. Ask how the mum shaped her. Ask about the bloody mum! Ask about the dead person. Keep the dead person alive).
I imagine these questions for Ben and Megan. I am sure they get them all the time.
“What do your parents do?”
“My mum works freelance as an organisational psychologist”.
“And your dad?”
“He’s dead, but it was nearly five years ago, so it’s okay”.
NO NO NO and more NO!
I so hope people ask questions, then more questions, making space for them to talk about Mike, about Julia, and not just the alive people in their lives.
Society is SO grief illiterate. WE are so grief illiterate. We need to talk about and listen to the living, yes. Of course. AND we need to talk about and listen to the influences of the dead.
Dying, death and grief are not diseases. They are part of living. Part of life.
Indeed, they are the only guarantees in life.
(And by the way, I still loved the film).
3 thoughts on “Grief Analysis At The Cinema”
Wish I could go to these movies with you Emma. I miss you and feel far away my love…
Am reading the Overstory about the relationship between individuals and trees. It’s beautiful and perplexing. A brief view into different lives and the struggle that is life
Thank you Emma
We saw the movie yesterday
K. 23, a dancer with the Kiev national ballet sitting between my husband and myself.
Her « accident » is the war raging
And her mom
Passed away just 4 months ago!
Already she is transformed by being here
We too are transformed by her living with us .
You know how many people we open our home to.
But this, is something very different .
We know the date K. arrived.
We have no idea what her life will be like in the future.
We are just trying to make the nightmare a little less scary
Em, you should most definitely write to Cedric K, I think it’s a great idea… (maybe via the wonderful cinema lady who will deffo have his details)… as you are absolutely right to educate, educate, educate… every day and every person you come across and who doesn’t quite get it or is well off the mark… calmly yet emphatically… it helps other grieflings and will help the person themself, also…
Few of us are very grief-literate… some people do seem to learn the language without having suffered great loss themselves, but most commonly, literacy comes from personal experience… but increasing our familiarity and understanding of the world of grief and de-taboo-ifying it is such important and valuable work, Em. And I think that even CK, if you drew his attention to the shortcomings of that particular scene, that I remember well, might hopefully then adopt a more sensitive and educated approach in one (or more) of his upcoming films… thanks to you and your clear explanation of what helps and what definitely does not… Thank you for you. xxx Laura